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Hi! I'm cez. I live near manchester with my bf and guinea pigs. My life is my gorgeous boyfriend, awesome parents and my amazing friends. I work full time & have a degree in european cinema and english lit.

I spend my time drinking, coffee, working, gym, going out, anything cky/jackass related, playing pokemon, being with my friends and boyfriend. I support Manchester City. I like playing games,lego, listening to good music. We just bought our first house after a few years renting and are going to have a litle girl and a pugley :). My favourite band is escape the fate, closely followed by a day to remember.

Jul 22 '14

Anonymous asked:

I found you under the hypoxic ischemic encephalopathy tag, my son has HIE and is 8 months old

hey anon! sorry to hear you are on this painful journey too. my daughter is 5 months old now, time is going so fast. hope you are well :) xxx

Jul 21 '14
Jul 21 '14
Ok so i did just take a pic of myself with my eyes shut. But this has been my afternoonand id like to remrmber it. I did lots of housework and then i lay in bed with my eyes shut playing brand new. Phils mum has amy. Im loving the peace and independence. I could stay like this 2 more days even without food. Ah. 

My stress levels this morning were stupid.

Ok so i did just take a pic of myself with my eyes shut. But this has been my afternoonand id like to remrmber it. I did lots of housework and then i lay in bed with my eyes shut playing brand new. Phils mum has amy. Im loving the peace and independence. I could stay like this 2 more days even without food. Ah.

My stress levels this morning were stupid.

Jul 21 '14
"I feel nothing
or
I feel everything.
I don’t know which is worse."
2 am thoughts (via brokenboob)
Jul 21 '14

7. THE MORE YOU DWELL ON THE NEGATIVE, THE MORE OBSESSED WITH NEGATIVE THINGS YOUR MIND BECOMES.

“People tend to dwell more on negative things than on good things. So the mind then becomes obsessed with negative things, with judgments, guilt and anxiety produced by thoughts about the future and so on.”

8. WHEN YOU COMPLAIN, YOU MAKE YOURSELF INTO A VICTIM. 

“To complain is always nonacceptance of what is. It invariably carries an unconscious negative charge. When you complain, you make yourself into a victim. When you speak out, you are in your power. So change the situation by taking action or by speaking out if necessary or possible; leave the situation or accept it. All else is madness.”

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Jul 21 '14
Jul 21 '14

saddestblogger:

when two of ur friends are closer to each other than they are to u

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Jul 21 '14

Woken up feeling low. Fed up of groundhog day, fed up of appointments, fed up of having to repass the feeding tube again. Why couldnt this have gone normally for me? Why us? June said “if you had another baby it would shock you how easy it is” because this is so much more to deal with.

Cant believe i have to do the tube again. It upsets her and me and takes so long. Then got a big array of meds to sort. Ugh.
I hope it gets easier :(

Jul 20 '14
Jul 20 '14

All I Want, A Day To Remember

All I Want, A Day To Remember

(Source: semppiternal)

Jul 20 '14
cookingchannel:

Ladies and gentlemen, one of the world’s most pressing problems has finally been solved. There are now fully edible cupcake wrappers. Sorry to those of you who were hoping for world peace or Segway 2.

cookingchannel:

Ladies and gentlemen, one of the world’s most pressing problems has finally been solved. There are now fully edible cupcake wrappers. Sorry to those of you who were hoping for world peace or Segway 2.

(Source: oetker.co.uk)

Jul 20 '14
Jul 20 '14
kalynnemarie:

DAD NO

kalynnemarie:

DAD NO

Jul 20 '14
itseasytoremember:

insert-awesome-title-here:

finalellipsis:

good morning, here’s your newspaper.
…and a little dance.

He’s so proud of himself.

“We just got a letter, we just got a letter, we just got a letter, i wonder who it’s from!”

itseasytoremember:

insert-awesome-title-here:

finalellipsis:

good morning, here’s your newspaper.

…and a little dance.

He’s so proud of himself.

“We just got a letter, we just got a letter, we just got a letter, i wonder who it’s from!”

(Source: togifs)

Jul 20 '14